Feeling better already!

I do feel abit better already. I say, it must be the gym. I don't know why exactly, but since I have been working out that mutch, I have had good nights sleep and been really active with everything else. 

Heh, I have been thinking about mates you meet, for example, online. That you might play with or chat. Mates you find alot in common with for a period of time, and then, you just stop talking with them. Ever had that? For example. I had a mate I used to play World of warcraft with, and we played almost everyday, talked and whatnot. And then when I stopped, we pretty mutch stopped talking. Kinda sad tho, since we still got eathother on Msn.

But then, there is the few ones you still are in touch with. I got this lass that I played WoW with as well, but somehow, we talk now and then. Just gotta love that. One day, we might meet and just chill out.

Bawh, now to do something more productive. 

Here we go

Let me just light up a smoke.

Ah, that's better. I've been feeling stressed out today. I didn't go to school for some odd reason. Have had problems with my sleep. I've been up to 3 am lately, doing nothing. Just sitting on my bed doing jack. It's odd isnt it. How one little thought can keep you up all night. But then, it's not one little thought, there is one more! And one more, and so the saga goes on.

Heck, guess i'll buy myself a gym card today. Havent worked out in a while. Feeling kinda sloppy. And that is never good, is it?

Oh yeah, I did do some research on that song.

The name of the group is 'Unit Four two' with the song called Concrete and clay. Awesome song, youtube it, immediatly!

Now to do something else, just don't know what! Oh yeah, the gym card. Toodles!

Oh jeez

What the title said!

Wow, can't belive I actually got myself a blogg. I always said they were just a laugh.

And looky looky, here Iam, blogging away. 

I belive the main reason i'm doing this is beacuse I got too mutch stuff on my damaged mind. There is always something new I wish to talk about. And rarely, I find someone, in my social surrounding that I can talk to this things about. 

What the, I just heard a song. A marvellous song! It's like a plague of some kind. Darn it, that's one song i'll be humming. It's on the tele right now! 

"The sidewalks in the street, the concrete and the clay beneth my feet begins to crumble, but love will never die lalala."

Wonderfull. I must do some backround research on this lovely tune!

Anyhow, the thing that I wanted to talk about was a movie. The eternal sunshine of the spotless mind ( hint hint the blogg name ). What a master piece if I might say. It got me thinking really. What if you did have the choice to erase a person out of your memory bank. I mean, I could really relate to the movie. We all have had someone we loved, or a big crush that never fully blossomed, right? Well, I know for a fact that I have had my share of crushes and a vast sea of love.

Sure, it does hurt to think of someone that you ain't with anymore. You think of the moments you laid in your bed and just been together, not doing mutch but just been there and being alot! It's curropting, it hurts, it aches. If you find the right word for that feeling, heck, do tell me, beacuse i'm still looking for it!

And i'm ramlbing on again. Well, would you erase that certain someone to have that piece of mind? To just never known that one, and live in eternal bliss? 

I've been playing with that thought. It's funny how the mind is so weak that you actually want to give in to that temptation. But then, there is something inside of you. A rejuvanating thought that says " BUT HEY, don't you remember the good times, don't you? ".  And then we float away in the memories. All the good times.

Oh, look at the time. Getting late, isnt it?